
Yikes! I can't believe I'm putting this picture on here. But, I'm keeping it real here. Just keeping it real.
In November I had Lasik eye surgery. Tim had it done a year ago and now it was my turn. I was not real sure if I wanted to get it done because of my freak out eye issues that I have. But I decided to suck it up and be brave and get through it.
Tim said it was no big deal and it was pretty painless and that it just felt wierd. I was still very nervous. They give you valium to relax you and have you wait in a recliner in this room with other people in recliners trying to relax. After I took it I was waiting for it to calm me down. I really don't think it did anything for me. My stomache was a nervous wreck and my legs would not stay still.
Once I got back on the table and they started on the right eye they give you this little pillow to hold. It was really a lifesaver for me because I kept concentrating on the pillow to take my mind off my eye. My biggest fear was passing out. Those that know me know I have a history of passing out when it comes to eye exams. The nurse told me I needed to keep my feet still. I guess I was moving them back and forth. The right eye was uncomfortable but it was just a lot of pressure. The left eye though really did hurt and I had to use lamaze breathing to get through it. I know thats funny but I really did. No joke.
After the surgery was over I could see. Just like that. Things were a little blurry but I could see without my glasses. Wow. We got home and by the time we got home I thought I was gonna die. Well, maybe not that bad. But, my eyes stung so bad. All I wanted to do was to fall asleep and get it over with. The sleeping pill helped. Once I woke up a couple hours later it was better.
The most annoying part was those eye shields that you have to wear. It makes it hard to see when you have eye shields on. I had a lot of haloing at night and sensitivity to light but other than that my eyes are fine. I'm still not used to not wearing glasses. I find myself reaching for them in the mornings and going to push them up when they are not on. I guess old habits stick with ya.
I feel blessed to have good eyesight now. Something I always wanted. It's something we take for granted. Can you imagine not being able to see at all? That's my story and I'm stickin to it. My eye surgery. Thank goodness it's over and I survived without passing out!






